Erkss!!!

actually i'd draft few entry for this blog. but i don't upload them. why? dunno... MALAS... hehehe

frankly speaking, lately i'm quiet lazy to update blog. it's not about laziness actually, just i'd no interesting things to told, ya ya... my life still remain the same boring life. same thing happen daily. then, no great things happen. that's all. i might be die by living with this bored life...

i check my blog just now, and i saw a message from this cute lil' guy. i'd been tagged again. ggrrrrr!! hate being tagged. yes, i got the choice to not accept the stupid tagged thingy, but i feel it so not a good attitude...

i think it's an honour that beingtaggedd because there's still few people that still remember and want to be friend to you. so i really appreciate those who appreciate me...

so the tagged things is...

"People who are tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them as well as state these rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of your post. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog"

thank you for the question *tetiba feeling masuk miss world laks*

6 THINGS WEIRD ABOUT ME

errr... errr... i love to friend with people elder than me... seriously.. i don't have much same old or younger than me, most of my friend are older than me... that no 1

#2... i love paperbag!! hey!! men don't collect paperbag. i'm still a man eventhough not exactly a man...ha ha ha ha ha...

i dont like watch!! i dont like wearing it. dont know why... so if you plan to present me a watch... change it into other things... like.. erm.. ermm...

in my life, i only buy a music album once. its Anuar Zain..Keabadian Cinta.. it's a cassete, hd given away to someone after 2 week i bought...

i love to be a designer... but i dont know to draw...

and the last weird thing about me, i like TAUHU... some time i ate it raw... fresh...

that's all...6 people next is.... Mak Su Timah, abg Banji , Akak Pok Pek, Azhar Ahmad, FieBie and abg DBI.... la la la la la la la...

Entry # :145 - Mentally disorder

it such a very lousy bored day when u spending ur whole time in ur house. doing nuthing, watching tv, internet, eating and sleeping, and eating and sleeping... it's more than a great big pocket earner. even millionaires not having this such stupid and boring life!!

hey!! trust me!! yes... it's feel soooo damn good for few weeks.i put on maximum 2 weeks. i experienced that!!!

it's feel like em a such a loser, spending time at home and doing nothing that can be considered as an activities. plus, u dont have money!! i feel like i useless... no.. no... dont get me wrong here, it's not like im not trying to find a job.walk- in interview dan such... but...sometimes i thought i should just back to my origin. balik kampung tanam jagung!!! ,/p>

im hate being like this.no money , depanding on very kind hearted friends.but the issue is, till when ? people will looking me like im such a begger that expecting others supporting my life without doing nothing. im not a parasite. no im not...

i dont know what the hell im talking about. but the things is i am in not in stabil condition. mentally disorder. im under pressure!! stress with my useless life...

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...Blue Eye Version...

i'm not expecting people read this entry. i just dont care what you will say about what im posting , what will i say. I really dont care. This is my blog? who do you think u critics others people life n private properties...(mender aku melalut nie???)

i just wondering, actually not a JUSt.Long time already. i thought im going to start english blog. its not to show off that im good in english!!! hey!!! im damn stupid in english!! trust me!!

even, when i attending interviews, sometimes the panel show their stupid face trying to understand what was im talking about. even myself cant understand what im talking about. i just dont know that am i answering correctly or wrongly elaborate the point that i should said...

its made me feel so stupid , even more stupid than The Pink Oink Oink( do u hv idea what th hell is that?)hahahaa.. shoot me!!! or hang me up till death!!! the worst things was when i tried to make myself A Blue Eye's guys with the Germany english pronunciation!! imagine urself haa!!

one thing that i noticed 'bout my english when im talking to the person that i really sure their english is worse than me!! that's the time my confident level very high!!! hahahaha!! talking to person with very fluent in english make me so down. but i believe that more practice makes the best results...

so, from now on, till i feel comfortable with my english, the posting for this blog will be in english!! die die die!!pls do correct me if any words or grammar or anything that comes wrongly or make u confuse the meaning...

in my life, for almost 26 years, i only finish two english novel. it's not because i've no interest to read it but the major problem is i really cant understand the words. ye ya.. i know lots of dictionaries available in the market, but there no more excitement if when u r trying to nejo ur novel but in the same time u have to bring ur 700 pages together.naaaaaaaa...

by the way, my 2nd book that i finished was GIRL by David Thomas. im not going to tell u the synopsis now. later laaa....

it's a great novel. i just wonder if the book is in Malay version i can finished it within 3 or 4 hours only. but this book i finished in 3.5 days. even, some of the vocab in it cant be understand. i just try to understand the sentence. as long as i understand what it said, i dont care. this is me.and that's is one of my negative habit. Mr Lazy Geek!!

so, that's all for now. will updated later for much much more interesting stories of me... tomorrow i attending 2nd stage interview for marketing company. pray for me !!!